A call for help
Oh Gosh..
I’m feeling really blue
i’m down with the flu
my throat aches like hell
i’m so stressed out but i just cant yell…
I feel like something is missing
Like a part of me is sleeping
I find it hard to comprehend
why i’ve chosen to pretend
(ok.. i didnt wanna write a poem.. but once in a while it just feels nice to rhyme.. )
Oh gosh.. i really feel very down
i’m way under the weather..
I just feel that everything’s wrong…
i dont know why
i feel like i’m missing something
Have you ever get the feeling that you’re not doing enough?
That you’re not giving your best shot, your all?
regretting that you could have done more?
Have you ever felt like you’re a coward?
Running away from it all… making excuses after excuses to get out of things?
SO afraid to try.. so afraid of life…
so ashame of yourself.. so ignorant to try
Have you ever felt like you should have done better?
That you deserve more? That you should have gotten something better?
Have you ever wish that you’re not so afraid,.. not so LAZY
not so cautious.. not so envious.. not so lost..
Have you ever wished that you have better self esteem?
more confident? More happiness to offer?
Thats how i feel.. or been feeling.. i’m sorry that this post is not so sunny and happy..
i just feel so down.. i dont know how to talk to anyone about this,…
i know what i have to do to get things better but i cant do it..
i got no motivation….
i feel so lifeless….
i’m such a dreamer.. i keep dreaming a miracle will happen.. i keep dreaming an angel will come
I’m so full of burdens i cant even comprehen…
So many times i felt like giving up.. and i HAVE.. i have given up a few times.. which i am so ashame and regret it everyday…
So many times i’ve run away from problems.. refusing to think or talk about it.. just sleep my way through everything and regretting it the next day..
I dont wanna live like this anymore.. i dont want to regret anymore..
i dont want to make excuses.. i dont wanna lie anymore.. lies after lies.. i cant handle it anymore
i dont even know who i am inside anymore…
Please someone help me..
