Turning 25
Gosh! i am turning 25 this year! i can just feel the QUARTER LIFE CRISIS hitting me hard! Can you imagine.. being a quarter-century years old. After 25 years of living, i am still trying to figure out who i am. I dont know everything yet, but here are some things that i still DO know about myself though:
1. I would like to be a BETTER person. A better Catholic, friend, sister, daughter, lover, stranger, student, teacher, worker and all that.. you know.. well, i am not saying that i am a bad person, but sometimes i feel like i am not there yet. Not humble enough, not assertive enough…not..not.. i guess its NEVER enough…
2. I REALLY HATE COCKROACHES! Nothing else to say about this. If i see one, i would be standing far far away. i cant even stand the dead ones. Just thinking about it makes me shiver. i would rather stay with rats than be near a cockroach.
3. I love to COOK and of course i love to EAT, too. I’ll be posting some recipes and some of my own culinary experiences real soon. For me, cooking leaves my mind free to think and imagine. Release my stress, too.
4. I love DOGS. I wouldn’t say i love all dogs because there are some that i don’t really have feelings. But I am a BREEDER myself (kinda). My Bf is the breeder and i am his right-hand man/woman. And my breed is non other than LABRADOR RETRIEVER. In my opinion, the best dog ever created by God.
5. I love to SING. Although, i wouldn’t say i am very good at it (after seeing American Idol).
6. I HATE science. Well, not HATE.. but after years and years of studying only science, science and science… i think i have decided that enough is enough.. no matter how good i can be in it… no matter how life’s path always leads me that way… for once, i’d like to be good in something artistic.. find the creative side of me.. photography, painting, singing, music… is that too much to ask?
7. I’m a DREAMER… i could sit all day fantasizing.. day-dreaming.. on whatever.. anything at all…
8. I am very LAZY.. procrastinating seems to be my middle name…
I wish this year would be a better year for me..especially in figuring out my life and finding out who i am and what i want to be.. God willing, i could be a better person this year. And if He wishes, i could be closer to Him.
